[It's breathless, and he lets go with one arm to reach up, pull his glasses off, and rub at his face-- he'd started tearing up near the end there and he's still barely holding that off. Shutting the emotional floodgates once they've opened isn't easy for him, and after earlier... it all had kind of hit at once, thoughts running along from 'god, we're going to die that way' to 'I think I almost did'. And while the closeness had been and is a comfort to him, a much appreciated one, it's not quite a replacement for letting things out.]
--god. I'm sorry, Henry, I just-- [He sort of starts to choke up a little there, pausing to breathe deeply. Goddamnit. He's not going to get stupidly emotional all over him. Nope.] --everything. Just everything.
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[It's breathless, and he lets go with one arm to reach up, pull his glasses off, and rub at his face-- he'd started tearing up near the end there and he's still barely holding that off. Shutting the emotional floodgates once they've opened isn't easy for him, and after earlier... it all had kind of hit at once, thoughts running along from 'god, we're going to die that way' to 'I think I almost did'. And while the closeness had been and is a comfort to him, a much appreciated one, it's not quite a replacement for letting things out.]
--god. I'm sorry, Henry, I just-- [He sort of starts to choke up a little there, pausing to breathe deeply. Goddamnit. He's not going to get stupidly emotional all over him. Nope.] --everything. Just everything.