[He almost unwinds himself when Mattias flinches, misreading the discomfort, but when he isn't pushed away he hesitantly decides that it might be alright. Ryan needs the contact and the closeness right now.]

--no, you didn't. [His eyes widen a bit at that realization, brows rising.] I'd almost forgotten that you promised to, there was just-- a lot of other stuff going on.

What is it? And why didn't you want to tell me before?