Ryan "Bad Life Decisions" Farrow (
averagemedium) wrote2013-09-18 12:19 am
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[Off-Comm Threads]
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Which does get his attention a little bit. Only just. A mild, but entirely satisfactory sense of relief follows.
So the first response is a slightly-muffled laugh, reluctantly blinking an eye open to focus hazily on Ryan.]
Huuuh... sure seems that way!
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...and then he starts remembering some of the things he'd said to people and breaks away, horrified.]
Oh my god, Henry, how am I going to make this up to people.
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Henry pushes himself up, stifling a yawn.]
What's there to make up? Unless there's some bodies you were keeping to yourself, I don't think you killed a single person.
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[He doesn't bother to push himself up as well, just shifting to rest his head in Henry's lap with a brief sound of dismay.]
And I haven't been to work in a few days either, what if they needed me there?
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[Henry's content enough with this, slowly starting to stroke his hair.]
And Jade and everyone else knows what happened. It wasn't your fault, I doubt anyone minds too much.
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[He pauses for a moment there, glancing up to Henry.]
...I don't think I'm as sorry about it as I should be, though.
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No reason to tell him that~ But sheesh, now I really don't know how you manage holding all those worries in at once. But if I did end up with an ulcer, you are definitely welcome to see it.
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[His nose wrinkles at the thought- yep, definitely back to normal. He's just lazily draping an arm around Henry's waist as best he can, the other rubbing idly at his leg; he's not too eager to move right now, honestly. Getting up means having to go contact everyone and start apologizing, and he would much rather stay comfortable before he has to do that.]
...you're feeling better about things now though, right? Nothing's still bothering you?
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[Maybe enough remembrance of what it had all been like remained, enough to make the contrast with his normal state seem a bit more soothing than usual.
And he's happy to encourage Ryan staying right where he was, fingers gently exploring his face.]
How was it having a break from all those concerns? I told you I'm just a happy guy~
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[That's quieter, almost murmured-- to be fair, it's at least partly because he's making an idle and not too focused effort to nip lightly at one of Henry's fingers.]
Think I sort of get what you meant about that, now.
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[He lets his hand still for a moment, to help that nip out, before lightly skimming a finger over his lips.]
Not you, though! You're even more complicated than I expected.
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Guess I'm a little better at covering that up than I thought- but I'm sorry you had to put up with it. Seemed like it really bothered you.
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[But he smiles a bit more at the bite and kiss, his other hand lightly cupping the side of his face.]
Sorry you got my bloody habits along with my cheerfulness! Was I right in not letting you maim yourself?
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[Ryan lets his eyes slide shut, content just to enjoy the warmth and the attention-- if it weren't for everything on his mind he might be able to just go back to sleep and forget about it for a while.]
Thanks for keeping an eye on me, though. Pretty sure it would have gone poorly if I had gone and controlled anyone, or stabbed them, or... anything, really.
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Now, he's not entirely sure, so he focuses instead on touching his face, brushing his hair back.]
Hey, it's no problem. I was worried it might offend you at the time, I think, but it all worked out. Too bad you missed out on practicing your control though. You could've at least tried it on me, I wouldn't have minded that much.
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[The continued touch is more than welcome, his head tilting into it with a content little murmur. After a few more moments he lifts a hand to take one of Henry's, squeezing it tight and holding on to it.]
...and you didn't offend me. The only thing I was worried about was you being worried.
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[He latches back onto that hand, linking their fingers together.]
I was really worried about you, though! Is it- uh, I hope it's not always like that.
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Not all the time, no. I mean- I do worry about you, just kind of as a general thing? But not like that every day. Last time I think it got that bad was when you left for a bit.
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Eh, was it that bad? But I wasn't in any danger, you know, I've lived outside a lot.
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[There's a pause there, frown hidden behind Henry's hand- but the furrow in his brow makes it obvious enough.]
...I just wasn't sure you were coming back, until you did.
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[He doesn't quite frown back, but his hand slows.]
I just felt like being outside!
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[He shrugs slightly, shifting a little restlessly.]
You know I don't always worry about reasonable stuff, though.
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[He pulls that linked hand up to his own lips, biting at one of Ryan's knuckles.]
But yeah, I kiiiiinda noticed there's a lot of unreasonable thoughts going on in that head. I'm surprised I'm not more exhausted!
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[He loosens his grip on his hand just enough to brush his thumb across Henry's cheek, smiling slightly. The worry, he's glad Henry's free of-- but he sort of suspects that if anything did stick, he's not going to know.]
...don't think I'm going to tell Jade it wore off, yet. One more day off's not going to hurt, I want a normal one.
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[He grins easily back at him. This was a much better topic than him going wandering for absolutely no reason.]
You can always tell them that I forgot to untie you once we were back to ourselves.
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