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< Coin Prince >

[twocomplex]

>You misunderstand.
>Any arguments he may have given were entirely for his own sake.
>He hadn't known, so he felt slighted. That's all.

<faraday>

[averagemedium]

i don't buy that for a second, oren.

[Not when Mattias admitted to falling for him before, to still caring for him-- referred to him not that long ago as the person closest to him.]

< Coin Prince >

[twocomplex]

>Believe what you wish. I've no intention of telling you any more that Mattias hasn't.
>Unlike him, I believe we all have secrets or things we withhold to avoid hurting others.

>You're angry with me?

<faraday>

[averagemedium]

yes.

i meant to tell him. i just didn't know how to do it without it hurting more than it should've.

< Coin Prince >

[twocomplex]

>I know that.
>Who can expect someone to tell them that they've killed their friend?
>Is he angry as well, then? It's without reason.
>It always passes.

>I am sorry, Ryan.
>I refused to tell him and he pushed me.
>I felt I owed him an answer after causing him so much harm.

<faraday>

[averagemedium]

he seemed pretty fucking angry, yes.

but i guess i can understand why you'd do it, knowing what happened.

< Coin Prince >

[twocomplex]

>I believe you would have done the same, at least.
>And I wouldn't have blamed you for it.

>But this is hardly my only wrongdoing, so if anger towards me somehow helps you, then I'm glad.
>Whatever help I may offer is something, at least.

>But I do selfishly hope it will pass.
>I'm not expected to stop speaking to you entirely, am I?

<faraday>

[averagemedium]

of course you're not, oren.

i'm still speaking to you right now.

i thought you wanted to avoid me.

< Coin Prince >

[twocomplex]

>No.
>I only wanted to avoid any selfish feelings that came along with it.
>I do hope you'll forgive me.

<faraday>

[averagemedium]

i probably will.

i still don't want to lose you as a friend, you know that, right?

i just don't know how to deal with all of this the right way

< Coin Prince >

[twocomplex]

>I wasn't sure how to tell.
>You should know I already feel the same.
>And I already forgive you.
>But what more can I do but wait for you to approach me?
>I think I've pressed you enough.
>I won't do it any longer.

>I'll be here if you need me at any point, as I always have been.