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nsfw?? these idiots...

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I don't think my tail is that dextrous, Mattias.

...no, but seriously, it wouldn't. It might still be a little weird for you, though.

YES THIS THREAD IS NSFW FROM HERE ON i think

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>Well, I think it'd be weird no matter what, right?
>Since I'm... inexperienced?



>Why would it be weird?

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Well.

Apparently snakes kind of

there's definitely 2.

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>what

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I have two.

I don't know how.

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>Together? Or... are they separate?
>How does anything have two of... of those?

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Both?? I mean, they're... next to each other, basically. Left one and a right one.

I have no idea why, Mattias, I guess it's just a snake thing because I definitely only had one before this

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>So they're like... brothers.

[Wow, that sounds stupid.]

>Nevermind that!
>I'm... I'm not sure
>Do I need to have
>Would both of them... go at once?

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I... don't think they'd fit. Just one would work fine, I'm pretty sure?

Might be a little awkward, but I think we could make it work.

if, you know, you were ever interested, I don't know if it's too soon for you to consider it.

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>I don't know either.
>Of course I'm willing
>More than willing, really.
>It's just
>well, I'm sure it's fairly obvious this is all new to me.
>Everything about this.

>I suppose I'm just nervous.
>Not about you! I trust you.
>Just... that

>I won't be as good as Oren was.
>If that's what you're expecting.
>I don't want to disappoint you.

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Mattias, I'm not expecting anything from you, okay? Especially not for you to be like someone else.

I'm a little nervous too, honestly. That I won't be any good at explaining things or showing you how or... any of that. I've never had to, and that's definitely not a problem, I

It's actually kind of an exciting idea, getting to be someone's first. And I want you for you, not because I want a replacement for someone else, you don't have to worry about that.

But it's not just you, I guess that's what I'm really getting at here.

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>It's exciting?

[Even through text, Ryan can probably see Mattias tucking back his hair. And blushing. Always blushing.]

>I wasn't really expecting that.

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It's my first time with... well, someone's first time. Is that really surprising?

Besides, like I said, it'd be with you. :)

[dangerous sap levels are just part of what you signed up for, mattias.]

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>I'm just
>I thought no one ever liked to lie with
>Well, you know...

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Virgins?

Some people don't, no, but I care more about the person than whether they're experienced. The only reason I've never slept with anyone new to it is that I've just... never known one things went that far with.

Besides-- trust me, there are a lot of guys with experience who are still terrible at sex. That doesn't mean anything on its own.

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>Are you one of them?

>I'm joking, please don't take that seriously :(

>I do think I would like to do it soon.
>If that's alright.
>It feels as if I've put it off for too long. And I
>I feel safe with you.

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you do?

[He means to say more, but it's all he can manage to type in response, struggling to string words together to match his thoughts. Those last words are better than any declarations of Mattias' affection, warming Ryan almost as much as his presence would.]

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>Of course.
>You could say that's the foundation of our relationship. At least for me.

>Should I not?

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No, no, it's not that you shouldn't, I just

Didn't expect it, I guess?

I mean, it's not something I usually hear, so

It's nice, is what I mean.

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>You must be joking!
>Who wouldn't feel safe around you? :)

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I don't think it's that they don't, just... nobody really says it, you know?

But I feel safe with you, too. Wouldn't be with you if I didn't.

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>Now that is something I've never heard.

>I'm glad.

>I'm happy I met you, Ryan.

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I'm surprised you haven't heard it. :)

And so am I. I was before this, too, you've been one of my closest friends for a while now.

I can't believe it took us so long to sort things out, honestly.

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>I suppose that's what fear does.
>At least, I think it was fear.
>I don't know. It was all very confusing.

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'Confusing' definitely sums it up, I think. :x

But it worked out, didn't it?